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![“Sometimes [Life] all still feels like a mass of dots. But more and more these days, I feel like we’re all connected. And it’s beautiful… and funny… and good.”
Aaron Davis from the movie Latter Days!](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3aygaM3qL1qj3rrlo1_400.png)
“Sometimes [Life] all still feels like a mass of dots. But more and more these days, I feel like we’re all connected. And it’s beautiful… and funny… and good.”
Aaron Davis from the movie Latter Days!
:[ oh yeah. I totally forgot. I don’t have anything close to this. Ha.
Not.
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This is my motto in life! “YOU LOVE A PERSON NOT A GENDER!” :)
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It Gets Better
I haven’t really told that many people the exact events surrounding my ‘coming out.’ I have finally gotten to the point in my life that I would love to share this story with more than just a select few. It was a hard time for me, not quite understanding the feelings that I was having! I wanted to let this ‘monster’ that I held deep inside, breathe and be known to the world. But I couldn’t do it. The thoughts of being rejected by my family and friends, being rejected by my church family, and literally being alone for the rest of my life. These thoughts is what led to me being really depressed for awhile! I just couldn’t be happy anymore, I was tired of putting on this mask that everything was alright, when I knew, in reality, it was dark and sad! I would come home from either class or work and go straight to my room. I wouldn’t really socialize with anybody in the house. I hardly ate and was emotionally drained. I was angry…at myself and at God. I asked God, why he did this to me? Why make me suffer a horrible life? What did I do to deserve this? I will never forget, the horrible thoughts that were running through my mind. One night it got to me so bad, I felt like it would be much easier if I could just end the pain inside and make things go away. I grabbed a bottle of meds I had and poured out a handful of pills. I just kept thinking I could end it all and not feel this pain anymore. But…I just couldn’t make myself do it. Thoughts of my family and friends flooded my mind! I was being selfish and foolish! If it wasn’t for a very persistent brother, I have a feeling that it would have gotten the best of me and I would not be here right now. I am extremely thankful for him being so concerned about me. Through that, I knew that once I let this ‘monster’ out, he would still be there and love me no matter what. So the night after the ‘attempt’ I finally broke down and let it all out. I realized this ‘monster’ was actually not a monster at all. I could finally be me! It has now been a little over two and a half years since I came out, and LIFE could not be any better. Yes it has been a struggle. I definitely lost a few friends along the way, but it needed to happen. You realize in life that you only have a handful of ‘true’ friends who will love you and be there for you no matter what.You learn to have people that you can be yourself around. I still have a wonderful relationship with my family and GOD and have surrounded myself with some of the best friends I could ask for. I say all of this now, because IT DOES GET BETTER! No matter what you are going through, you have a purpose in life. Whether you know it at the present time or not, GOD has a plan for us all. We are all God’s creations; black, white, male, female, gay, straight, bi. It doesn’t matter! If you are reading this, and feel like you are lost and don’t have a purpose, or you know somebody that needs help…I am here for you! I will help you through your struggles, and I am not just talking about sexual orientation. Anything that you have that is bothering you, contact me. I don’t mind at all. I have a strong feeling that that is the purpose God has for me! Either way, please get help! Don’t be another victim! Embrace LIFE! You only live on this planet once. You can contact me via Facebook, Twitter, or Tumblr. I have also set up a separate email account that will be used strictly to help people. Jamesua13@yahoo.com
